Anonymous Notes

January, 2004

Deadliine

So much for the morning bit. Seems i’m just not the morning type. Jump starts are my way to greet the morning but that is so that I do get to know that a sun definitely exists upon our skies.

A lot of deadlines approaching. working on too many projects I think. which one do I drop. hmmm.

Inky Pinky Ponky
Stupid verses for Donkeys.
The Reader dies
The writer Dies
Inky pinky ponky.

Hmm I really do need sleep. Now I’m babbling. Anyways been working on quite a few projects.

Some for my Masters (at college)
Some for being lame
and some for the little boy who’s babbling again

Whatever my system could use some sleep.

Work work go away
little slumber wants to play
come again later today
work work go away

Rise and shine

The sun’ll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
‘Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow!
Tomorrow!
I love ya
Tomorrow!
You’re always a day away
Tomorrow! Tomorrow! I love ya, tomorrow
You’re always a day away!

Walt Disney – Annie

My first post in the morning. A lot of work to be done today, so I think I’ll just get down to the nitty gritty. It’s funny how the lines above apply to almost everybody. The only flip side being
That was me yesterday and now it is tommorow
and it’s no longer a day away…

Search for a holiday

The omnipresent notion of a holiday never ceases to amaze me. I mean look at it this way.

The dictionary describes a holiday as

A day free from work that one may spend at leisure, especially a day on which custom or the law dictates a halting of general business activity to commemorate or celebrate a particular event.

I mean in todays world is that really possible.
The human mind which we sing praises of is also to be the ultimate undoing of mankind. Sitting here at my desk today on a sunday all I can think of is the deadlines to be met next week. I went out in the evening but all I could talk about is my professional life. why professional alone I say even our private lives and times bind us to a state which can never really be a holiday. The incessant nagging of the future never leaves our side. I’m sure a wealthy businessman on a cruise would be thinking of all his bussiness issues that need to be dealt with in his absence. A common labourer on his day off has to worry about tommorows rations or concerns about how much he will be able to send back to his village.

Hmmm… that last paragraph scares me. sounds too much like a socialite talking about ‘social service’.
No my take in this entry is that the search for freedom and moksha and spiritual enlightenment is but an extension of the human thought of a holiday. Now is that true or just too prosaic.

Anyways I notice that my posts consistently show me as tired (as will todays). Maybe I should start posting in the day time once in a while.

All in a days work

No this is not a take on Readers Digest or an attempt at any kind of humorous ordeal through which you will be subjected.

There are good days and there are bad days. And then there are the one’s you don’t really wanna talk about or remember. The fine line differentiating the latter from the last is the inablility to find self-pity/conversational value in the fabric of those daily events. Bad days are the one’s which you can reminisce about and someday (if you live that long) tell your great grand children about ( also in the mean time your children and theirs are not spared of hearing your stories).
Again this is not to be takenas generation gap story or a sad story of a teenager who has had one too many lectures’ and inspirational talks flavoured with a healthy dose of the fore-described bad- days.

The gist of it is that the really bad days are the ones that you don’t really talk about and that is because they tell the story where the protagonist (you) has no importance.

Coffee and a few online friends

Coffee for me is a daily ritual it has to be done not too often but not in moderation either. The gentle caress of hot steaming liquid on a cold winter day. A few friends online and not much more can be expected out of life. Then again maybe it can!

Whatever… slow day today so remember the stupid sign which I read often.

Work: The the thing you do between coffee breaks….